Finally my house is quiet and I have a bit of space to myself in this busy weekend. Today, Leo’s brother is up for a visit and seems to be sick. That is not so good but Leo has gotten him some meds and hopefully all will be well. As well, a cousin of Leo’s was over for the afternoon. And Massa and Eric and Michelle. The house gets full and I get uncomfortable. I get to feeling like I can’t move. And of course I still can and I hate being like that cause I get very grouchy.
My feelings make me think of the “I do what I do not want to do” passage in the Bible. I wish I could just relax and enjoy having people around. I mostly do when I plan it but when people interfere with my plans and are just sort of there and I need to do other stuff then I am – well, I don’t like myself.
Anyway, the busyness seems to have died down and Massa and Patrick are sitting and playing a few tunes on the guitar. Music calms me and it was good to hear them. Amazingly, for a while the TV was off and it was quiet – just the music , all sort of peaceful.
I am waiting for Zakariya to wake up so he can take a bath, eat and go to bed for the night. Last night he slept pretty well, from about 10:30 till 4:30, drank a bottle and slept again till 8:30. I wonder what tonight will bring.