Sometimes it seems as if the routines are all that get me throught the day. I can do them without thinking – much. So off to work I go.
If I stop and think of all the things I have to do in this next week, my mind goes into overload and it seems as if the world is about to implode. So I just do and keep doing till as much is done as can be.
This is not how I like to be. I just have too many things I am committed to doing.
I guess what gets done will get done and the rest we will live without, whether I like it or not.
It is easier to go to work than to stay at home and see all the things I can’t do or don’t have time to do right. Still I don’t like being like this.
Even my computer seems to be doing crazy things – the time is off by almost half an hour. Maybe I lost some time somwhere. It seems like it.