… I get very critical and cynical. I can almost stand outside of myself and watch my heart grow icicles and sharp points that no one wants to get too close to. I don’t even want to get close.
I recognize this happening to me this week. I am very tired. I think my sinuses are also beginning to act up which is not pleasant to consider – or feel.
And tonight at practice, I was just not really into doing music. I hung in there but …
I will post something again when I’ve had some sleep; when I’ve maybe caught up a little. Hopefully.